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Hello everyone,
I havent been quiet active on lj 'cause i find myspace much better :], but i'll still posting entries still.. This year has been going okay for me. Dance has been alright auditions for the winter concert are 2morrow and im excited for that. Competitions and stuff are coming up soon. I've been hanging out with a new crowd this year like cristina the slut, jessika the big booty hoe, sarah the big bobos, cristina "douche" lol and sun other dorks. I feel so bad about a "used to be friend", soo many shit was going on such like Shahin didn't like her because he thought she was bad influence or whatever and Joshie didnt like her for the same reason i guess but she really wasnt a bad influence, she was anything but. I decided not to hang out with her anymore due to so much drama and i didnt want to put her through all that so i guess it was best that i just stopped talking to her. I know it sounds messed up and i feel really bad about it since she was my best friend and everything.. the things i do for shahin are incredible. It seems so awckward just passing by the halls and not saying a word.. Lately i feel the urge to scream and beat the hell out of someone. I have so much anger inside me and i just cant let it out. Arguements are constant and im getting fustrated. Sometimes i feel as if no one understands me, or cares to listen to me. It's like im neglected from the world and it's just this feeling of emptiness. But whatever i'll get over it.
have a nice day <3
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[02 Oct 2004|03:20pm] |
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hi guys
sorry i have been neglecting lj for awhile
i'll catch up.
these couple of days have been so busy for me & i have soo much going on.
& because of that i'm hurting ppl i love..
so i've been at the point that i dont know what to do.
oh, & im sick :[
yah sry its big... deal with it :]
byee<3
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[21 Sep 2004|11:24pm] |
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stress is ganging up on me.
everything is stressing me out.
i just cry myself to sleep & hope it'll be better in the morning.
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[14 Sep 2004|10:31pm] |
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ask me anything and ill answer it.
annonymous allowed.
dont be stupid, cos it wont be unscreened.
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| i told you i'm not perfect |
[09 Sep 2004|07:55pm] |
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my first day of skool was...
long.. time dragged but it was alright. i felt so awkward now that shahin is'nt at taft nemore.. i was still trying to see if he was still at the spot he'd always hang out, but he wasn't there :(. i felt so lonely. I remember i used to pass by him and smile and try looking my best everytime i knew i was gonna see him in passing period. now theres no reason for me to do all that cuz hes not there nemore =/ well i saw all my friends that i havent seen since last year i had dance practice till 5:30 today & 2morrow is our 1st game at a ghetto skool! im excited + we get to wear our uniform to skool ;) haha
jessica, pearl and me lol i look like a mofo :) me no care 
you can see more pix of everyone else on joshie's site tightie.net
shahin is mad at me right now .. but what's so new about that? so i feel shitty.....=/
no more summer..
winter come faster
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[04 Sep 2004|11:07pm] |
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i'm staying home on a saturday nite... due too... hm lets say, a late fone call. whatev
i've been watching my quencinera video again & it got me so depressed =/ i dunno why. im a nerd ;)
i forgot my password to my sn > dazelbabe7.. lol
okay well this is what happened, my password was saved to my computer and last week i was about to sign on and my computer didnt save the ps & i completley forgot the ps! so i sent the ps to my email but its not showing up for like about a week. so now i dont have dazelbabe7 :/.. but if you want to chat with me im on sexxiiris27 heheh im such a loser
last nite was the most embarassing nite of my life! but at then end it became the best... i wont get to much in to that since im too much of coward to say what happened lol =X
i love my boyfriend! he took care of me last nite, he was so comforting i loved it.
neways, i took some pictures so you could remember your favorite iris the virus!
and um also cuz i'm bored out of my mind :)
( (it's all fake smiles + dimples) )
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[31 Aug 2004|08:46pm] |
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today i went to taft 4 registration.
1. biology
2. geometry
3. history
4. english
5. spanish
6. dance team
spanish is gonna be an easy A ;D ... hopefully if not it'll be a shame.
along with my classes i got my i.d .. blah; books.. alot of them; locker... upstairs B building; and i saw my homies that i havent seen in awhile .. lol
afterskool marie came over my house and we went to the pool.
shahin started school today..
dance is going great so far, all the girls are really tight
&thats about it
late.
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[28 Aug 2004|01:51pm] |
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Last night was wonderful.
Shahin took me to Gladstones by the beach.. then he gave me this wonderful tiffany necklace<3
Then we went to the galleria to watch the excorcist &it was sooo scary, but that was okay cuz Shahin was there...
This was the best anniversary yet
♥
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| did u miss me..? good cuz i did too |
[27 Aug 2004|12:31pm] |
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hii!
i decided to update after a long ass time.
alot of things have been happening
TODAYS me & shahin's 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ;D ...:: i love you SHAHIN a.k.a Gordo! i hope we stay together 4ever &ever &ever &ever.... &ever lol::...
yep your jealous ;)
summer has been so much fun. i went to vegas with shahin and his family..
then shahin's birthday was on the 18th! we went to alcapulco for dinner with his fam
then i took him to castaways on tuesday & it was soo romantic
lots and lots of pictures to come =0)
( (due to me and shahins anniversary ♥) )
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[11 Aug 2004|09:41pm] |
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( (missing yr bed) )
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| I'm so in Love |
[11 Aug 2004|11:47am] |
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When I see you,
My heart stops,
I can’t breathe,
It’s like a rush of happiness,
Your smell,
Your touch,
Drives me crazy
Losing you is a ruthless thought,
Because now I realized you’re my everything
Only thinking that your mine is a dream come true,
All my wishes became a reality
Because… I have you
<3
to my gordo
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[09 Aug 2004|06:49pm] |
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( (♥) )
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| i have the coolest mom, hands down |
[08 Aug 2004|11:24pm] |
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i went to san deigo this weekend with my mom and lynette to go visit cristina ( she's my giligin).
so we took the train there and that was fun cuz we all went to the cafe and we met "danny & bob" and they were 2 old guys talking about osama binladin lol.
we finally get to SD, and cristina picked us up. her place reminds me so much like 90210, cuz of her neighbors and wat they do lol. its so laid back there i like it. we all went to this bar and i had 2 mohitos and i got drunk off my ass. i called shahin, & well that wasnt a good idea cuz he said i was acting gay :/ then he got mad at me... well i guess thats not a surprise lol.
the next day we went to go eat breakfast.
after that we went to the beach and i learned how to surf! then i gave up and started to boogie board. i got a nice tan ;)
then at night was pretty crazy, we all went to cristina's friends house and saw the sunset, then they had a couple drinks and we started dancing brazilian music.
i was talking to my hubby most of the time :)
then we went back to cristinas house and sum guys were eating me and my moms food!
surprisingly everyone thought i was 19, 21... i guess they were on sumthing lol.
and i came back today, saw shahin<3 had jamba juice and thats pretty much it.
joshie was being so mean to me..
look wat he said
z 0 z: u look 13
z 0 z: with make up u look old
z 0 z: but i hate when u have make up on cuz it makes u look fat
z 0 z: im kiddin pooto
z 0 z: you aint even fat.
z 0 z: u jus got cheeks ;]
dazelbabe7: its the same shit :'(
dazelbabe7: u said i look 13 then u said i look fat with make up ... and i got checks
dazelbabe7: kljvnsdhkvbfvbsrkbv
dazelbabe7: not eating nemore
z 0 z: ROFL
dazelbabe7: i would never stop eatingf tho
dazelbabe7: its my life
z 0 z: u better not
z 0 z: ill beat ur cheekto koolos
dazelbabe7: and now ur saying i have cheekto koolos!
dazelbabe7: what now
dazelbabe7: u PUNANI
z 0 z: u always had cheekto koolos
dazelbabe7: UR SO MEAN
U PUNANI LICKER
z 0 z: ahah
z 0 z: its because..
z 0 z: i ahve a greanddddehhooo okoonooooflflj
dazelbabe7: HA! in ur cheeketto dreams
dazelbabe7: lol
z 0 z: lmao
z 0 z: ur blind
then he said
z 0 z: ill shove my dool up derr koons < which i dont know what it means .. sumone help me lol
isnt he mean!! Shahin beat him up. :)
mmk bye
<3
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[04 Aug 2004|11:24am] |
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ever felt like u really want sumthing but you dont really need it?
mm well
im saving
4... ( (the moon) )
or ( (the stars) )
annndd ( (the sky) )
something is bothering me.
& i feel like i need to let it out, but i dont quite know what it is..
maybe because
ive been suffering from im-too-lazy-to-walk-my-dog-&-everyhing_bothers_me syndrome
since forever
someone come & fix this.
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[29 Jul 2004|03:13pm] |
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hot hot heat --> save us s.o.s |
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Hey kids! today mr. scemama wasnt here which is kinda sad? well i like him, he raps in french lol...
I got my report card and i got an A ;)
oh yeah here are sum pictures.. as always ;)
oh yeah! lol tana thinks i look like that girl from the chingy video ( trudy from the cosby show) hahahah yeah right. tana's the cutest.
( (clickity click) )
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[28 Jul 2004|12:43pm] |
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everything is going so wrong....
its unexplainable.
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[22 Jul 2004|02:54pm] |
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frontin- pharrell william |
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i got an A on my test,
someone stole my book,
im on my period.
shahin likes picking fights with me
and shooting me on the leg,
not to mention he makes fun of me
and never says nice things about me,
but guess what, i still love him.
its too hott,
i have to do laundry,
i have hw,
i have to do the driving school packet thing,
i cant pronounce some words.
oh and i have to clean my room.
the end.
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